Watching from the outside

So for the first time tonight I felt the longing for my family that Im sure my other siblings have felt for a long time. I was looking at my sister's blog and at the lil. home videos that she has posted and I started crying. I was missing out on my families life. I didn't know my lil Rollie Pollie Jane loved listening to her daddy sing and play his guitar for her ( I mean who wouldn't, I enjoy listening to Danny play.) Then I saw the pictures of my dad with his grand daughters and I have been so spoiled and blessed to have them so close. So, "Im sorry" to my siblings for not knowing how hard it must be to leave home. I now know, because home has finally left me.